I don’t want to look back in five years time and think, ‘We could have been magnificent, but I was afraid.’ In 5 years I want to tell of how fear tried to cheat me out of the best thing in life, and I didn’t let it.

It feels like my love for you and happiness is preserved away in a jar which I cannot open for now - until we’re in North Wales.

I miss you so

i don’t know why we’re being so cold with each other,

I wish you were  happy.